#reblog if u wanna help me get answers etc etc but you dont have to

[orcelito]

ok. im curious.

[nightfallsystem-moved]

Nightfallsystem - Main blog. Plural System. cringe asf autistic and chronic pain haver. giant isopod enthusiast.

READ MY DNI AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS POST!!!

IF I FOLLOW U / REBLOG FROM U RANDOMLY / ACT LIKE WE'RE MUTUALS U PROBABLY FOLLOWED/INTERACTED ON MY BLOG @qiekz OR @qiekzart

‼️hi guys if ur reading this during october 2023 plz check out @qiekzart rn im doing a thing ✨✨

Check out my etsy plzzz :333 i post adoptables !!

My name is Qiekz, my pronouns are it/its, please use my actual preferred pronouns. For your DNI purposes please know I'm 14 ^_^ also no nsfw interaction or you will fucking die!! im also learning japanese! (please send help.... im dying..... grahh.. ive gone too far to quit its kind of my curse now.)

what to expect from this blog? random shit, this is my personal blog. there may be vents and rants (tagged as #vent and #rant respectively) there may be random shit there will be so many reblogs.

i try to add ids when i can into the alt text, though i have chronic pain so sometimes im too tired to, sorry

Special interests: Giant isopods, Yugioh 💀💀

interests: TBHK, manga and anime, servals, marine animals, suicide boy (critical of it...), made in abyss, (critical of it...) , japanese language ,, ... i forgor

FEEL FREE (i encourage you to!) TAG ME IN SHIT ABOUT MY INTERESTS!!! esp yugioh im really autistic about it o my god

#autistic about this thing tag <- will be me tagging shit im really autistic about!!

not really in discourse anymore other than transgender stuff so if you try to drag me into discourse ill drag you into the pits of hell. i fucking hate syscourse so much.

If i am not speaking and another system member is, the post will be tagged as "- [name]". I tag common triggers, flashing lights and eyestrain, etc, these will be tagged as "TW [topic]". also JSYK i block a fuck ton of people so like, yeah, I block anyone for any reason I want. I will also not unblock you. unless youre liek my friend or smth.

We have so many fictives sooo,, source list: TBHK, Omori, OneShot, Wolf Song the Movie (yknow, that one on youtube.), yugioh..... </3 .. sourcemates r cool to interact n stuff feel free to send an ask im just shy...

anon hate MUST be original no lame "kys" or "[slur]". i will judge you. try better. try harder. get good. if you send anon hate i will judge it and rate it out of 10 so please try your best.

i am weirdo fictionkin heres the list: hooni from suicide boy yayy,, faputa from made in abyss ( I FUCKING HATE THE SORUCE FOR BEING SO WEIRD OMFG AHGHH),, jolteon from pokemon. . im weird and fuckd up . much prefer if u dont rlly seperate me from me in sources. cuz i just am me. sorry. ig. just refer to me as me . thank you

I am critical of all of my interests!!

or more just i hate them agh just be normal omfgggg crying sobbing

if you wanna avoid a common trigger its most likely tagged #tw [topic]. i also tag eyestrain and flashing lights but usually i just tag it as "#eyestrain" or "#flashing". tbh i unfortunately cant be trusted to remember to tag any other specific trigger because of bad memory. i wont tag reclaimed slurs but i will tag slurs used in a mean way

Please do not DM me unless you actually really need to. Send me an ask if you want to DM me and specify that you want it answered privately if you want. but i AM UNCOMFY WITH DMS. unless we're friends or i DMed you first. otherwise i place a curse on you I MUCH prefer asks over DMs

Sideblog list

@omori-addict

@oops-all-traumacore (TW TRAUMACORE)

@sunnymogai (inactive)

@hellhoundmutt (inactive)

@sunnymogai2 (inactive)

@qiekz (EYESTRAIN + FLASHING TW please block if you are affected by that please)

@qiekzart

@tsukasabrainrot

alter blog 4 tasma:

@tazmahell

@tazmaboxed

DNI:

Anti plural, pluralphobe, anti endo, sysmed, against created alters/etc, "dont believe in systems",

Proship, condone or support posting any sexual stuff that includes a child, lolicon/shotacon/etc, someone purposely meant to look like a child, cub.

LGBTQphobic, transmed, transphobe/homophobe/biphobe/panphobe/etc, 'super straight'/variants, anti-ace inclusion, anti-aro inclusion, anti a-spec inclusion, aphobes, anti mspec lesbian/gay/etc, stelliophobic, anti lesboy/turigirl/etc, anti any good faith queer identity, anti neopronouns, anti xenogender, anti mogai.

Ableist, support autism speaks, think "narc abuse" is a thing/demonise people with any disorder including NPD, infantalise people with disorders/disabilities/etc, post/support on subreddits like r/fakedisordercringe or r/systemscringe, use the term "Aspergers" / describe urself as an "aspie" (Hans Asperger was a nazi who killed many disabled people, so shut the fuck up.)

Racist, cultural appropriators.

Radqueers, trans-id/transX, transrace/trace (not adoptee term), support the term transplural, pro-contact/contact-complex/contact-neutral for harmful paraphillia, sway people away from getting help for harmful paraphillia, MAP/Pedo/zoo/necro. (also transspecies is ok if its not used in a transX way)

Fujoshi/variants. fetishize mlm/wlw, etc.

Against traumacore / vent art.

Have minors on ur DNI (no offense im just a minor lol), NSFW-Focused blog

Post stolen art (includes AI images) / trace art without consent

other stuff is im neutral on factkin or kff tbh. and i think id rather stay neutral on tulpas as a term. i just dont fucking care. i dont involve myself in syscourse anymore, i might post more endogenic positivity later but id rather not due to the rampant harassment and infighting in the system community.

[kickassfu]

I've never really written for an audience before but I'm not really worried about that and I know what type of content i want to make but I always see groups of writers in fan communities who are all mutuals and friends and it looks like fun but I'm not even sure how to go meet others without it being weird or annoying them in their ask box or just how to integrate into the communities in general.

please go to sleep though if youre tired you really dont have to answer now its not urgent :)

i'm sorry i went to work at 6.30am, and then forgot i had an ask to answer until now aksjdhjdkfhsdjf

ok that makes sense, at least you know what you wanna do that's a start! if you have a fandom or fandoms you're definitely gonna be writing in there's probably discord groups because of fests/etc for that fandom/ship that you might be able to join and use to get know ppl and make friends.

i get that it's tough to meet ppl around here, or everywhere really, but imo i dont think you're weird or annoying if u send messages to ppl you're interested in getting to know. for the most part ppl will be kind in return and be excited to meet someone new that has the same interest they have. (keep in mind some ppl might not really reply, but u get the bad with the good and keep going)

i've also made friends just....by reading fics and commenting on them, and then the writer replying and then a back and forth convo AND FRIENDSHIP. same with someone replying on my fics, bla bla bla, FRIENDSHIP.

basically there isn't exactly a right way to go about it, just join the community through tumblr, send ppl you're interested messages, reblog stuff and comment in the tags, comment on fics, get to know ppl and let ppl get to know you. write your fics and share them, the friends will come.

if you wanna come out of hiding i can introduce you to some ppl if we have fandoms in common. or you can tell me your fandoms and i can tell you which ppl you can follow/talk to...idk lol i just realized i've been rambling for too long SORRY.

hope this helps???? and again this reply is far too late but hopefully you'll see it? pls feel free to come talk more ^^

[aibouart]

so because of the lack of english tutorials for live2d, especially when i was trying to fix errors like 6 months ago, ive created a resource blog

@live2d-e

you can submit any tutorials/resources/tips/etc there, or ask any questions and i will do my best to answer

im not at all an expert, but after having tried posting to community forums and rarely getting a response, i’ve decided to add like anything i learn. even if its considered a “dumb” question, it will be answered. sometimes things aren’t obvious to some people as they are to other people. you can also submit any problems you’re facing and i’ll find out if i can diagnose the problem.

at the moment ive just got info on stuff ive learned abt, such as the mouth tut i posted here, info on disappearing or chipping objects when generating mesh, a simple look at the deformer on 3 parameter rule and how to manage it, and a sort of brief overview of the physics option live2d has built in. i also have a link in the bio to a playlist of the helpful tutorials/examples ive found outside of the main tutorials live2d gives you a link to when you download it. [though one of them is in there cuz i always went back to it]

i havent used the animation portion in a long time so i dont have anything on that, if anyone wants to link anythin.

if u just wanna share your own models/videos/etc you can submit it there or dm me there the link fer me to reblog

anyways, i know im prolly not in an experienced enough position to warrant my running this type of blog, but no one else is doing it, so 0) we’re gonn learn together

if anyone is good at live2d or knows more than me, youre welcome to help me w the blog!

[savnofilter]

I need help on self care cuz depression is a pain in my booty hole. Teach me your ways on how to bite back

me getting ready to respond

okay not putting these in steps bc thats not how the human body works. but you can gladly do these in the order i put them to try a cycle if that works.

find the reason youre feeling down/off.

when giving advice to others, i often give them to really look back at the situation and just really think ab it.

let yourself be down.

now im not saying forever but just for some time, not pushing away your true feelings. this constipation can lead to stronger depression and we dont want that. so find the source, be sad. yes im saying it, grab some tissues, ball your eyes out, stay in bed. recovery is coming soon on the horizon.

write down what you are feeling/talk to someone you trust.

either works, just make youre letting it out, its all ab excepting and developing.

use affirmations/meditate/bring positive energy in.

ok im a v spiritual person so this might just be me but it really works anon (and no this is NOT religious at all). every person ive suggested has said it has helped so here it is. if you dont know what affirmations are, basically its what you send out into the universe to get your “desired results” in a sense. 

      -how to do affirmations: simply just write on paper positive things like “i am happy”, “i am thicc”, “i am the best i can be”, “i improve” etc. doing this everyday will seduce the universe/your mind and soul to really be like “hey you are so lets make it happen”. (note: if you are doing affirmations, make to not use “negative words” like [dont, never, wont], negativity will cancel out said affirmations.)

         -how to meditate: simply lay down or sit (in chair but not permitted) with your feet flat on the floor, hands on your laps, sitting up in a comfortable position. this allows you to ground yourself and gain a clear mind. while mediating, when searching for your “answer” that you are letting yourself go essentially, maintaining your focus of staying happy and content. doing this for as simple as at least five minutes a day can give you great benefits, feeling grounded and a little more free.

take care of yourself.

that sounds funny i bet lol. but this means no self harm inlcuding:

   -cutting

   -losing sleep willingly/staying up late.

   -not feeding yourself/over feeding yourself.

   -exerting too much energy.

   -drugs.

   -alcohol.

and many others, but you get the point. avoid these things as it can bring you back into the down you were in before. (getting a lil scientific here lololol arent i an intellectual) these can cause your brain to mix up signals and can result in not only your mental health and even your physical health.

eating healthy/get groovin.

endorphins in the brain s q u e a l when you excercise. this mean the feel good chemicals are now loose.nnow im not saying workout everyday, be buff like the roc or anything. excericse counts as yoga (can mix this w meditating too), jogging, walking, riding your bike, dancing, doin the dirty, ya know,,, etc.i feel like we all know that eating healthy is beneficial, but do it anon, at least try to keep a good healthy diet (nothing too strict if youre not up for it cause IM NOT I ATE A WHOLE P O T OF RAMEN YESTERDAY-) sorry digress. but im not going to tell you to drink water and that shit bc duh everyone knows that. but at least drink vItAmIn DrInKs like gatorade, powerade, etc. they have really electrolytes that get your brain pumping!

do the things you enjoy.

no im not talking ab sleeping and eating, how qUiRkY of you. draw, dance, karaoke off of youtube (dont judge me), play s p o r t s (i said the s word oops), try on the different clothes in your closet -- anything anon! if it makes you happy, do it! i dare you! be happy!

i hope i didnt go all hippie or too scary on ya anon. sorry this took long, writing essays is jus my strong suit at this point lol. share/reblog if this helps you ig and you wanna make someone else happy too. i hope youre happy anon. <3

[gyllenholand-deactivated]

rules: answer 21 questions then tag 21 people u want to get to know better

tagged by: pea @jiseis :*

nickname: i have so many bc my family loves petnames but my dad calls me filhote (which means puppy) and people also call me duds, duda and my brother has called me babacaria ever since i'm like 10

zodiac: libra! and libra moon and sag rising i think

height: 169 cm which is almost 5'7

last movie i saw: uhhh aquaman i think but! i'm gonna finally get to watch into the spiderverse tomorrow!!!!

last thing i googled: gucci flip flops which not only are horrendous but the cheapest one costs $210. i hate gucci god

favorite musician: 5sos, conan gray, khalid, harry styles, zayn and idk who else

song stuck in my head: this song called that's alright that is so bad. it's melting my brain i've been listening to new music the whole day trying to get something else in my brain

other blogs: a comics/anime/etc. blog @uchihaobito and a tmg blog @tmgpodcast

do i get asks: no only from my my mutuals after i reblog an ask game. i don't even get anon hate :/

following: 443

followers: 334

amount of sleep: really horrible 6 hours and then even worse 3 hours and then a nap and i'm still unbelievably tired

lucky number: i really like the number 18 and 3 is my mom's lucky number i'm gonna guess it's genetic

what i’m wearing: a black skirt and a pastel shirt i stole from some man in my family idk which

dream job: i really wanna write. write books, poems, movies. i also wanna direct but currently i might just study languages if i get the chance bc it's something i love a lot

dream trip: tokyo, seoul and nyc. big cities...

favorite food: chicken parmegiana

play any instruments?: i am trying to learn the guitar but i'm gonna be real. it's not going v well

languages: i'm fluent in english and portuguese. i can get by in spanish if people talk slowly and with a bit of help of a translator i can read french kinda well. trying to learn jpn but also not going v well

favorite songs: behind the sea by p!atd, disconnected by 5sos, eu nasci a 10 mil anos atras by raul seixas and mr. brightside by the killers

random fact: there's apparently a limit to how many things you can add to your netflix watchlist and. i've reached it rip

describe urself as aesthetic things: pastel and neon, sunflowers, van gogh paintings, underwater

tag 21 ppl: okay i'm not gonna reach 21 soz but @ziamsbian @afrolatine @sunsetiover @90stv @slowdancerz @ovrjoy @lastronaut @goldencruel @realmikedirnt @mysterydiseasebymgmt @salad @ everyone else whose @'s i'm forgeting. u dont have to obvsly!

[omori-gallery-au-official]

“I’m here.”

hey hey !! i’m mod paint. more info under the cut!

general info

pls refer 2 me as only mod paint !!

i do go by mod venus on the @/heros-moving-castle-official blog though

my pronouns r he/they/she btw (not in order of preference - pls just just mix them up when u talk abt me at different times and i’ll be happy)

i’m bisexual. that’s not super important but at the same time it’s impossible to know me and not realize at some point so

i do have a tumblr blog but it’s a secret ! if u want to guess i won’t stop u tho

i edit the writing for the story! i do also like to draw but it’s probably unlikely that i’ll post something with my own art in the near future

i am also autistic ! i do like tone indicators but please try not to put too many, it confuses me. also, please use /nu (not upset) instead of /nm (not mad) - my brain sort of processes /nm as someone actually being mad at me so it helps a bit to use /nu instead. i wont kill you if u use /nm on accident though

if i seem rlly fucking weird when i reply to asks then my bad ! i like interactions & i dont bite but i have bad anxiety and it kinda fucks up my social interactions whenever i do anything. and then that gets amplified by my autism so

ib is cool i gues (game not schooling program) . im stealing garrys gender immediately btw

uhh . boundaries i guess

no nsfw. both mod rose & i r minors & we don’t wanna see or hear abt that lol

i’m not going to put triggers or anything on here bc that’s dangerous but i do have some things that i should probably mention

please don’t be afraid to ask for clarification if i say smth and it makes absolutely zero sense! even i don’t know what i’m saying sometimes . i just type words and hope they make sense

already mentioned this but pls use tone indicators & pls use /nu (not upset) instead of /nm (not mad) bc my brain processes /nm weird

please don’t use typing quirks in asks, especially if ur on anon. replacing words with numbers that they sound like or shorter letters (as in saying “2″ instead of “to” or “too” or using “ur” instead of “your”) is fine and i don’t mind that (i do that too LMAO) but please don’t use ones where u replace every s with the letter z or every o with the number 0 or something. it’s just really hard to read and i can’t read, process, nor answer ur ask sry 

so like. i do have irls . bc i have psychotic delusions. and that is important to note i guess bc doubles

i am mari (omori), xiao (gi), fischl (gi), and childe (gi) irl*

i’m fine with doubles, kins, etc interacting in terms of liking & reblogging as well as sending asks but pls don’t initiate conversation w me !! regarding doubles, asks are fine as long as they’re questions abt the au or something and not just to start a convo w me (i probably won’t check the blog unless i need to use ur pronouns in an answer or smth)

*genshin isn’t related to this au but i know mod rose interacts w a lot of ppl who play genshin so i figured this would b important to note

♡ if u actually read to all the way down here then i applaud u & i hope u have a good day !!

[steinfeldofrph]

SURVEY RESULTS!

so! a week or so ago, i annoyed you all by constantly reblogging a link to a survey to help improve my blog? 53 of you guys responded which was really cool so thanks to those who take time out of their day to do so! below the cut, i’ve responses and next steps to the things you guys said as well as responses to things you’ve said so if you said something and you wanna see if i responded, click read more. or if you’re just curious:

My queue is currently set at 8 posts a day. This means a post every three hours. Is this too little, too less or okay?

that was question one and these were the results:

18.86% said “too little”

81.14% said “alright”

nobody said too little

next steps: the queue will stay as it is since its an overwhelming majority!

Do you think I reblog too many of the same people in terms of fc pictures/resources/etc to the point it becomes annoying?

that was question number two and these were the results:

90.6% said no

3.8% said yes

the rest said that things among the lines, “i follow you because you reblog those fcs”, “some more age and gender diversity” and “you’re fine”

next steps: no next steps really since no one said anything of concern. i’ll try and keep it up!

then i asked people if there was any they didn’t like and most of you guys said n/a accept for hailee steinfeld, olivia holt and dylan sprayberry. i tag every celebrity as “firstname lastname” so hailee is always tagged as “hailee steinfeld” pls feel free to blacklist but i will be slowing down on all three! hailee posts will most likely be limited to three posts a week maybe 4

then there was this dude:

first of all nobody has said anything before this survey so clearly i wasn’t annoying people that much so a) those people are blocked and b) you’re just a whiny bitch. anyways

I currently have a tag called "poc" where i put all non-white resources, psds etc. Would tags such as "poc psd" and "poc gif pack" be more suitable?

that was question number four i think? a lot of you pressed other so i can’t give decent percentages but thank you for your replies

next steps: i will be creating new tags for poc and tagging gif packs etc featuring people of colour as a separate thing. i will make a post when this is in effect. i will also create a whole poc section in my navi. thanks again to everybody!

What types of themes would you like me to reblog more of? Can select multiple options.

most of you guys picked all of them so it was pretty even tbh. some selected the other option and said pages and more accessible themes

next steps: i will do my very best to reblog more of each of those things. please don’t be mad if you don’t see immediate change because im busy these days and all!

What resources would you like me to reblog more of in general? Can select multiple options.

im gonna go for top two because they were in the lead:

77.4% said underused fcs

73.6& said gif packs

next steps: i will try and reblog both! i’ve found a few blogs that post exclusively underused fcs and i will regularly check tags such as “gif pack” to reblog from. 

the next question was about trigger warnings and i won’t post them now but i am gonna make a list and a post announcing the list when it’s ready. 

next was literally a free for all so im gonna answer things that i will are a concern:

well i sometimes try to request you something but it takes a lot before i gets answers and there is no rush but maybe make a todo list of requests you've accepted out of the messages you haven't replied to yet, so us requesters know if you got it/accepted it sofia says: i do have a tag. it’s stated on my faq too! im rlly busy these days so i don’t sometimes see something? you’re more than welcome to hit my ims up since im on mobile most of the time. sorry about the delays but please send a message confirming whether or not i got something. if i accept something, it’s replied to as well as denied stuff

more resources for graphic makers maybe?? a tag for all resources would be cool too. dont know if u have a mobile WID but that would also be nice imo. unsure tbh? but i tried!! sofia says: i’ll aim to reblog more textures but since im not a graphics maker myself idk what to reblog lmao. i do have a mobile wid! log onto my blog on mobile and you’ll see a link under my description. u did good bb thank u!

Christmas header!!! Girl, change it. But in terms of your actual theme, I adore it and it's gorgeous! sofia says: honey i kno!!!! i haven’t had the time to log into ps these days but it will be changed... before christmas :D

I think your blog is pretty swell as it is and it kind of makes me wanna become a rph??? so if you've got any tips please share tysm  sofia says: dsbjgjbs thank u! um as for tips: stay in ur lane, reblog a lot of things and make things aswell. don’t be afraid to send yourself anons requesting things to get yourself out there!

i love your blog, i think you are one of the best rph's still going. you seem to stay out of most drama and just focus on helping people which is amazing. the one suggestion i have would be to stop reblogging gif icons if they weren't made by scratch from the op? sofia says: yeah i don’t do that anymore unless they are made from gif packs but i’ll keept that in mind???? sometimes ppl don’t have a choice and have to use gif hunts bc they can’t gif themselves/they don’t have the time

i do wish you posted less disney/nick fcs and maybe considered posting more mature actors but i wouldn't complain about which fcs you liked on your blog!! you're doing great and i love you and would love to be in a group with you if you ever want to post rp recs :) sofia speaks: yeah i will agree on that! my next season long project is most likely going to focus on an actor 30+ so look out! and i only make them because im tired of y’all using 30+ fcs as early 20s so i offer more variety????? but like i said i get what you mean! as for groups im in sidekickhq so hmu ! im also down for 1x1s

Less "REMINDER THAT..." "JUST SO YOU KNOW" "CALL OUT POST" "OMG THEY ARE SO PROBLEMATIC" posts? I know the tea is good™ but I don't want to open a rph blog and only find drama, you know? Also, what is the point of doing an honest survey if you are going to complain when someone says something about your blog that you don't like? The "too many resources of one fc that annoys you" question was there with Hailee in mind and she was the first one to come to everyone's mind, regardless of your URL. Everytime there is a "Sofia Speaks"post it's more of Sofia Complains and it didn't use to be like that? I miss your positive vibes and posts. sofia says: alright honey take a fucking seat because i have shit to say to your and your whiny ass. first of y’all you’re the one who sounds hella drama filled tbh. and i don’t really reblog those and when i do it’s got proof and it’s me saying don’t play rapists guys! sorry if you’re so offended by that and call it drama???? and like 2 people said hailee out of 53???? so uhhhhh where are you getting everyone from buddy? where’s your proof????????? and im allowed to use my tag for when i want????? it’s tagged so people can blacklist it? why do your think i tag it lmao??????????? and im not even here these days tbh? anyways i really want your to unfollow me if you haven’t and there is a line between constructive criticism and just bitching. you’re just bitching. and not in a good kinda stranger things way.

talk to us more 😤 sofia says: literally hit me up in my ims! and im sorry i seem distant im just so busy rip! but please come to me i will love you down!

and we’re done! thanks guys for your responses! see you around!

[loveofmylifejin]

Get to Know Me Tag

I love to do those so thanks @literally-just-yoongi-trash for tagging me

Rules: answer 30 questions then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better.

1. Nicknames: ¨Amador¨ which is my last name but some people calls me that, one of them even calls me ¨lover¨ which is a rought translation of my last name 

2. Gender: Female

3. Star sign: Virgo

4. Height: 1.55m i dont know how much is that in ft?

5. Time:  3:50pm

6. Birthday: September 20

7. favorite bands: BTS, BTOB, TWICE, BLOCK B, BLACKPINK (have a lot more but those are the ones i listen to the most)

8. favorite solo artists: Kim chungha, well, she´s doing well i cant yet say that she´s my fave

9. Song stuck in my head: I sometimes sing bts song´s without realizing or ¨hands on me¨ from produce 101

10. Last movie watched: I cant remember, mostly cause i saw half of a movie on tv and then i go to the computer and forget that i was watching a movie

11. Last show watched: Maybe b99, doctor who, or shadowhunters, cant remember either

12. When did i create my blog: Cant remember (lol) i actually made it years ago but i kind of leave it till some months ago and converted it to a BTS blog

13. What do i post: I reblog a lot of BTS (mostly jin and yoongi posts), sometimes BTOB and produce 101 content, plus i like to share some gifs i do (very rarely)

14. Last thing googled: The translator to help me with this tag cause english isnt my first lenguage and i tend to forget the time of the words (like past time, future time, etc)

15. do you have other blogs: Yes, i have one where i post my artwork (mostly my art journal) but i post like every month or so ( @amaywork )

16. Do you get asks: No, which is sad cause i would love to talk with everyone

17. Why did u choose your url: Actually cause i couldnt figure something myself so i felt inspired by the person who tagged me and how she tags yoongi on her blog so i was like: hey jin is actually the love of my life so why not

18. Following: 395

19. Followers: 793 (why dont you send asks to me :´( )

20. Favorite colors: Blue, purple and i believe its called marsala

21. Average hours of sleep: Right now, i dont know, im on vacations so i go to sleep very late at night and wake around eleven in the morning (but i´ll soon be in college wich means im gonna sleep less)

22. Lucky number: I always say 8

23. Instruments: Im supposed to know how to play piano and guitar but i dont remember anything

24. What am I wearing: White blouse (i call everything a shirt tbh) with blue elephants and jeans

25. How many blankets I sleep with: At least 2

26. Dream job: Illustrator or designer.

27. Dream trip: I want so bad to go to london, maybe japan too.

28. Favorite food: Junk food, plus noodles, plus tacos, plus everything that has meat on it.

29. Nationality: Mexican

30. Favorite song now: 21st century girl, dead leaves, hands on me, i cant choose just one so those are the ones i listen to the most.

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[thecharlesdilaurentis-blog]

Maya and her part!

**WARNING SUPER LONG IM SORRY**

Recently a fan tweeted Marlene asking if mayas storyline was over and she replied saying their may be a bit more to it. So I went back and tried to see what I could make out of the maya clues and how she fits into everything. 

I always love maya and emaya but her character always seemed a bit sketchy at times kinda like alison. (remember this)

when her and emily first meet she seems REALLY interested in getting to know emily, she was asking tons of personal questions about ali and herself, answering questions with a question, and she was being super friendly and almost choosy with her words, almost as if she had other intentions when she met her. What if she was told to get close to her? (Kind of like ezra & cece already knowing who all the girls were and jenna already knowing alison) 

In S1: “The jenna thing”, maya meets spencer and when her and emily go back to her house she says “I get your connection to spencer, you both like to win.” and emily replies “well winnings great but usually if I do my best im happy with the outcome.” and maya chooses to move the topic to spencer by asking how she feels about winning which always kind of stuck out to me. Emily tells her spencer HAS to win.

I just never quite understood why Maya only really asked questions about spencer, I know you could argue she was just trying to get to know emily but throughout the episodes maya’s in we don’t really see her interested in knowing about all the liars to me it seemed like she asked about spencer only because she reminded her the most of Ali.

& then maya moves the conversation to Alison again saying how she seemed like she was always the center of attention. Then tells emily she usually runs from those girls. Em says “you don’t look like the type of girl who runs from anyone” and Maya moves the convo to something else. (WHO U RUNNIN FROM MAYA)

Also later in the night when emily turns around maya immediately goes and cuddles with her almost like she KNOWS emily was in the closet. She said she had a boyfriend & i dont think it was something she just did in her sleep. + the A alerts afterwards were right on time, something was up. 

this also happens again when they kiss in the photo booth and A steals the strips right away. & maya tells emily not to worry about it that it there was probably just no more paper & drags her away. MAYA WAS IN ON IT THE WHOLE TIME. She was used to bring em out the closet and let A use it against her. 

Also in S2: “I must confess” Maya is scene wearing the exact same tory burch boots -A ordered online. (couldnt find a pic though)

But I think somewhere along the way maya started to really develop feelings and wanted out but A/AD or someone connected to them had stuff on maya forcing her to stay in it so she chooses to run away but A gets her first and kills her before she can get far.

Now lets go back to what I said earlier about her kind of acting like Alison

In the pilot maya asks emily if shes ever smoked and em replies No. Maya says this and the way she says it for some reason really just reminds me of something Ali would say. 

& then later in the episode Spencer sees who she thinks is Ali in Mayas room (ali’s old room) 

But what’s odd is that this person is wearing the same tank Maya was wearing the whole episode.

now this can be explained in a couple ways, either:

1. maya found a blonde wig while looking through the dilaurentis house and tried it on to pretend to be ali.

2. that was really or ali or maybe an ali twin and she was talking to maya & wearing a similiar top? (this one seems too much but wouldnt be surprised if the writers went this way.)

3.maya bought a blonde wig & was really trying to pretend to be someone maybe a trick she learned from a real blonde she knew who liked to wear wigs & be someone else.

       - i’m thinking its this last one! (or i hope it is)

In S2E12: “eye of the beholder” Jason tells em & spencer that maya found some of Ali’s old things in the attic, “Like they were hidden” he thought they threw everything away but maya kept some things, maybe b/c she knew what they were for.

Another thing I wanna point out is maya has mentioned on more than one occasion (1.02 & 1.12) that she has trouble sleeping. I mean I would have trouble sleeping too if I was worried my secrets may catch up to me.

Now I know there a lot of maya theories & some have even said they think she’s A. I don’t think I could really hop on board with maya being A but I do think when mona said “MAYA KNEW” she really meant maya fucking knew, like she knew the game & knew what was going on & just how dangerous A could really be. 

Okay so, we all know there seems to be a couple different teams when it comes to PLL and their alliances. Theres, 

AD & Cece (& maybe someone else? idk yet still looking into this)

Theres the Liars 

Then theres AD’s pawns (Jenna, Noel, Lucas, Shana, Alison (sometimes), Garrett, Mona etc.)

Well i think maya started off as one of these pawns but like all the people above at some point they wanted out and like I said above its likely so did she. 

It’s possible that maybe Ali and Maya knew eachother prior to her disapperance maybe they met on vacation… at cape may.

I saw this picture when I searched up maya clues on google and I almost screamed! I think this Analyzing A tumblr acct found it so i’ll put her link:

http://analyzinga.tumblr.com/post/44225287853/major-clue-possible-spoiler-alert

Could this mean this is Maya’s unnamed brother? Did she also hang out with Ali, Cece, & Melissa during that summer? Or was she scared of them like she mentioned to emily about attention seeking girls like Alison?

Now I heard from twitter it may be fake but still why would they make the mistake of putting it in the credits? Idk I just think it would be a nice twist for maya to have a deeper connection to Ali than just living in her house. 

UPDATE: MARLENE SAID WE’RE MEETING AN UNKNOWN RELATIVE OF MAYA’S! Some people meationed that reporter Aria went off on in 7.12 may be her brother but I couldn’t find a pic and I didn’t wanna sit through hulu commercials to find out so if someone finds the pic reblog it cause I wanna knowwww!

I mean we find out they had to have known each other either way or at least met before b/c they were both staying in the kahn cabin around the same time!

Also when Ali and Maya’s body are found the scene is so similar they even play the same song.

I think at first Alison gave Maya the idea to fake her death & Noel, Garrett, & Jenna helped her carry it out. 

Marlene also posted this pic on insta w/ 2 dolls that w/ the hashtag #emison but to me the 2 dolls look more like ali and maya then ali and em. Idk I just think there’s alot more to their relationship than we know right now. 

Now lets talk about the night mayas body was presumably found:

Maya trys to call emily but she cant get service so it never goes through, I don’t think this was maya b/c her phone was already stolen by this point. I think A just was trying to distract emily to mess with hanna.

Jumping ahead to when Mona falls off the cliff, we get a zoom in on her watch that says its 12am. The girls then go back to their houses and the cops have a body they think is Mayas.

BUT we later see this video of Maya at the kahn cabin at 1:14am

So are we just really gonna believe it took the liars OVER 1hr & 30m to get to thier houses?? B/c maya had to have got kidnapped and then dragged over to emilys back yard from the cabin and murdered. Which just in my head doesn’t add up with the timeline.

In addition to this I noticed when Maya gets pulled out of the cameras view it doesn’t necessarily mean she was captured by A, I think theres a good chance it was Ali who pulled on her to take her out of view and talk to her. We know Ali was staying there too so maybe she already knew where the cameras were and didnt wanna take any chances being seen seeing as this was before A supposedly knew Ali was alive. 

Now lets talk about after her “Death”:

We find out Maya went to the kahn parties often and met holden before, she was also friendly with Jenna, we see her get into a car with garrett the night she died (But we know he didnt kill her because he was arrested at 12am) & its when Nate (lyndon) is introduced and he is accused of being the one who killed Maya. 

Nate never openly says he killed Maya, in fact some of the things he says when he tries to kill paige kind of indicate he thinks emily has something to do with her death. 

He says “Im gonna do to you, what you did to me. Im gonna take someone from you & you are gonna watch me do it.” 

Its also been speculated that Maya was involved in the night em dug up Ali’s grave b/c they used her bottle of pills to drug her (which was also prescribed after she died) & flashbacks she remembers having + jenna lies to her saying she found her on the street drunk when spencer asks why she lied she says b/c she’s protecting a friend.

This was also one of the flashbacks she remembers having,

LIKE COME ON WHO ELSE WOULD WRITE THAT???

Most of me really does believe Maya did end up really dying sometime later before the end of season 3 or in the beginning of season 4 

The girls do find this carved into the dollhouse in S6 maybe AD found maya & took her to the doll house to be his Ali for a while before Mona got there.

But idk i’ve also read alot of theories w/ extra clues and reasons she could indeed still be alive helping out emily and hiding from AD or might even be bethany young herself. So theres that lol. I’m just excited to know that Maya still is relevant b/c her character had so much potential, hopefully mar doesn’t fuck it up!!

Reblog & tell me what you think, do you think maya’s still alive or dead? & if she wasn’t the person in the body bag in 2.25 then who was?